i am lost~

first time for me to feel that i lost the confidence of myself...
so hard for me to describe what is my feeling now...
feels like i lost many things...
i am lost...

my dear friend

There has been a long time that i din't meet up with my bestie who i met in Uni.
I was excited to see my friend.
However, we din't have much time to spend together because both of us are busy with our matters.
It seems like nothing has changed her eventhough we din't meet for such long time.
In a way, i feel like i grew up finally compare to 3 years ago.
I feel glad that i got my lovely husband who could change my life.
The things surrounded me has changed so much in these few years.

I can't wait for my bestie to come over in April.
There has been one year plus that we din't meet each other.
I think we have many things to chat about, share together....
Maybe three days are not enough....
I am longing for the days to come as soon as possible:)

nothing good happened~

There were nothing good happened in these few days.
Finally i realized what is going on.
There was someone that i really don't wish to see came to my place.
I felt like from the beginning something bad will happen.
My mood went up and down.
Everything seem like din't go well and felt so cursed.

Someone that never grow up in this two years whereas everybody around grew up mentally.
I hope he can see this blog and realize that how people hate him.
He never realize what he did was wrong and only because of jealousy.

I wish this time of matter will end as soon as possible and make a dot for it.
I started a new life but still tried to come and disturb.
It made me mentally unstable.
I dun like it.

bad days~

feel BAD...
feel CURSED...

NOTHING good happened...

i received a parcel from my mother last few days
i was so excited and couldn't wait to get it from post office
unfortunately, i found that custom in m'sia took my content of my parcel
it was stated the cosmetic is against the rules of health in m'sia
(kawalan dadah*some sort like that)
it made me really go mad
this is not the first time my mother sent me such thing
wat a country!!!!

place tat gave me memories~

*The Beach*
~ gives me silence ~
~ gives me memories ~
~ shares my sadness ~
~ shares my happiness ~

~ let me have new hope ~
~ make me think positively ~
~ calm down my mindset ~
~ give me nice breeze ~

say bye bye to babies rabbit...

sent off my babies...
left mum rabbit...
feel lonely...
wish my babies grow up happily with new master...

happy~go easy:)

my mood is so good recently...
not much thing to worry...
feel good everyday...

friends are coming over...
parents are coming over...

no worry no hurry...
think positively...live positively...
life will be in positive way...